Wish list

I want a guy
I want a guy with beautiful eyes
I want a guy who has wonderful lips
I want a guy who knows when to be dominant and when to back down
I want a guy who gives me deep kisses that makes my knees buckle
I want a guy who touches me in just the right places
I want a guy who can lift me up without breaking a sweat
I want a guy that accepts my quarks
I want a guy who people can tell is a bad ass
I want a guy who looks like a bad boy but is really sweet
I want a guy that has a jaw bone that makes me dizzy
I want a guy who's smile is to die for
I want a guy who will laugh when i laugh and hold me when i cry
I want a guy who tells me how beautiful i am, even if i have no make up on and i haven't showered in days
I want a guy who kisses me just cuz he feels like it
I want a guy who i can fell 100% comfortable around
I want a guy who gives me butterflys
I want a guy who kisses my hand when hes holding it
I want a guy who loves me for me
I want a guy who i can grow old with
I want that guy.... to exist

okay

I'm going to try my hardest to write more here. I feel much better when i do.

Gah.

I fucking hate the fact that i give so much to everyone i love and i don't feel i receive even half of that. I give, and i try so hard to be the best friend i can be. I bust my ass for them. I really try my hardest not to say or do anything they look down on because i dont want to make them unhappy or angry with me. They are my friends and i know i should be myself, but sometimes i wish that someone would try as hard to make me happy.

BABY!

you guys....

i want nothing more than to be with you all again. nothing more. seeing your smiles, your laughs, hearing your voices, watching your expressions, feeling your hugs, your kisses, your warmth, your snuggles, holding your hands, falling asleep in a mass pile-up, hearing your jokes (especially the ones toward me), being in character, going on mini-road trips, and just being loved by you all. <3 you mean the world to me, i mean it.

Friends girls!

.... mhmm

She said let's change our luck
This night is all we've got
Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

'Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

'Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly?
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

'Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
'Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through

Yeah...

I can't think of anything to write about, but I needed to write a new one. But the only think I am thinking of at the moment is Desolation Row. Really? Was it necessary for them to make me fall back in love them? <] <3

Favorite Song

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show them what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, woah, woah
Woah, woah, woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all...

;V

Well hel-LO there. :J
I enjoy kicking Jennifer.
And also getting bent.
I am a twerp.

<3

I know I'll never die alone because of all of you

The time on the clock reads half past four
I'm wide awake and thinking
With my pillow on the floor

That maybe I'm just wasting my time dreaming
In a harsh reality
I don't wanna wake up just to find out
I've been deceived

Let It Roll
Our time is fleeting
So we take control
From California to my home sweet home
Our days repeating like it's all we know
It's all we know

Out here the hills roll on for miles
The sun is like my own sense of direction
I'm always drawn to each horizon
When it's rising, when it sets
But all I can think about is sex
And playing one more game of six cup in the backyard at the wedge
I know I'll never die alone because of all of you

Let It Roll
Our time is fleeting
So we take control
From California to my home sweet home
Our days repeating like it's all we know
It's all we know
It's all we know

Take, take a breath
We've got all the time in the world
To get a grip on the fact that we don't last
But right now I wanna watch the tide roll in with my best friends

Let It Roll
Our time is fleeting
So we take control
From California
Let It Roll
Our time is fleeting
So we take control
From California to my home sweet home
Let it roll
It's all we know
It's all we know